mothwing: Silhouetted Minerva and Severus sitting in front of a Christmassy mantlepiece (Hat)
Title: Loved.
Rating: G
Credits: `cloaks's Vintage Texture Pack V, ~Eterea86's beautiful corner brushes, ~gvalkyrie's Suddenly Spring brush set, Hogwarts crest (C) Bloomsbury publishing. Reference: a family photo. 
Characters: Minerva's parents. (Isobel Ross and Robert McGonagall if you want).
Author's Notes: From 2010. Minerva's parents. Your choice whether this is Pottermore canon compliant. 


Other parts in the series:
00. Cover
01. Loved
02. Timid
03. Daring
04. Proud
05. Careful
06. Playful
07. Brave
09. Busy
13. Stern
16. Scarred

Finished!

Wednesday, June 9th, 2010 09:10 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
I've had my last final exam today.

It went really, really well, much better than expected, especially considering all the things that went wrong with my final exams.

And it's over!

I'm going to be a teacher!

Fireworks myspace profile - http://www.fireworkstext.com
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
So, what did the lake poets think of Gothic novels?

To be brief, they didn't like them much. They thought no worthy man could write such a thing, too fanciful, and a danger to children. They disliked the sensationalism and the bawdiness especially.

Wordsworth did not really read many of them and generally didn't seem to have bothered - even though he could appreciate horror stories - Coleridge especially is aghast (which I did not necessarily expect, especially because he is later asked to translate Faust because of his own reputation as a writer of the demonic) - he has to write a few reviews as a "hireling" for the Critical Review and seems to fall so in hate with them that he takes up reading Radcliffe's novels for fun. 

«Coleridge, in a letter to Miss Robinson»
"I have a wife, I have sons, I have an infant Daughter--what excuse could I offer to my own conscience if by suffering my name to be connected with those of Mr. Lewis, or Mr. Moore, I was occasion of their reading The Monk . . . . Should I not be an infamous Pander to the Devil in the seduction of my own offspring?--My head turns giddy, my heart sickens at the very thought of seeing such books in the hands of a child of mine."
STC, 18.12.1801.

«Review of The Monk»
"A more grievous fault remains, a fault for which no literary excellence can atone, a fault which all other excellence does but aggravate, as adding subtlety to a poison by the elegance of its preparation. Mildness of censure would here be criminally misplaced, and silence would make us accomplices. Not without reluctance then, but in full conviction that we are performing a duty, we declare it to be our opinion, that the Monk is a romance, which if a parent saw in the hands of a son or daughter, he might reasonably turn pale. The temptations of Ambrosio are described with a libidinous minuteness, which, we sincerely hope, will receive its best and only adequate censure from the offended conscience of the author himself. The shameless harlotry of Matilda, and the trembling innocence of Antonia, are seized with equal avidity, as vehicles of the most voluptuous images; and though the tale is indeed a tale of horror, yet the most painful impression which the work left on our minds was that of great acquirements and splendid genius employed to furnish a *mormo* for children, a poison for youth, and a provocative for the debauchee. Tales of enchantments and witchcraft can never be *useful*: our author has contrived to make them *pernicious*, by blending, with an irreverent negligence, all that is most awfully true in religion with all that is most ridiculously absurd in superstition. He takes frequent occasion, indeed, to manifest his sovereign contempt for the latter, both in his own person, and (most incongruously) in that of his principal characters; and that his respect for the *former* is not excessive, we are forced to conclude from the treatment which its inspired writings receive from him."
Coleridge, The Critical Review 2.19 (2/1797).

It did my heart good to read, however, his opinion on the Mysteries of Udolpho:

«Review of the Mysteries of Udolpho»
If, in consequence of the criticisms impartiality has obliged us to make upon this novel, the author should feel disposed to ask us, Who will write a better? we boldly answer her, *Yourself*; when no longer disposed to sacrifice excellence to quantity, and lengthen out a story for the sake of filling an additional volume.
Coleridge, The Critical Review, 8/1794.

Also, in a letter which describes what he thinks are repetitive features in Scottish poetry,
«Letter to Wordsworth»
"I amused myself a day or two ago on reading a Romance in Mrs. Radcliff's style with making out a scheme, which was to serve for all romances a priori--only varying the proportions . . . A Baron or Baroness ignorant of their birth, and in some dependent situation--Castle--on a Rock--a Sepulchre--at some distance from the Rock--Deserted Rooms--Underground Passages--Pictures--A ghost, so believed--or--a written record--blood on it! A wonderful Cut throat &c. &c. &c."
Coleridge, October 1810.

The manliness comes in in a review of a story by Walpole, in which he writes,
«Review of the "Mysterious Mother"»
The Mysterious Mother is the most disgusting, detestable, vile composition that ever came from the hand of a man. No one with one spark of true manliness, of which Horace Walpole had none, could have written it
Published posthumously in Table Talk.


Go get them, Col!

More drawing

Saturday, April 10th, 2010 08:54 pm
mothwing: An image of a man writing on a typewriter in front of a giant clockface. At the bottom is the VFD symbol and the inscription "the world is quiet here" (Pen)
I can't believe I'm this excited about that drawing course. Here's hoping that what with all the exam preparation I'll get myself to go at all. The first session will luckily be after two of my exams. Still.

To prepare I've tried to draw a face without reference. Noses? What are they for? And there are some issues with perspectives and an obvious lack of practice, but other than that, I'm proud. 



Exam-preparation-wise I discovered a lovely collection of links about gay teachers, which ought to help with one of my topics.
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
This is the passage my written exam focused on:
«Gregoris v.3101-36»
Der arme Grêgôrius,
nû beleip er alsus
ûf dem wilden steine
aller gnâden eine.
er enhete andern gemach,
niuwan der himel was sîn dach.
Read more... )
Hartmann von Aue.
Pretty manageable, no? Especially given the fact that my topic was "Places and spaces of salvation in Hartmanns Gregorius". This is the passage in which Gregorius has arrived on the rocky island he spends his seventeen-year self-appointed exile as a penance for the double incest he was a result and part of - before he is chosen as pope - it is the ultimate place of salvation in the poem and thus a glaringly obvious and kind choice. I'm expecting that others had similar "kind" choices - he's your examiner, as well, isn't he, [livejournal.com profile] lordhellebore ? So, don't be worried.

Not sure what good that choice has done me, though, because as always, my exam is a huge, big blank in my memory.
mothwing: Silhouettes of Minerva and Severus facing each other, kissing in one panel of the gif (SSMM)
So things aren't going too great with my exam preparations and I'm scared stiff (lack of concentration being a major factor here - I blame the meds), but at least I discovered what I think are good hues to use for skin colours. I realise her nose is weird, her shoulders are broader than my bishie!Severus' (because I can't do human anatomy), and the background shows that I ran out of patience and motivation, but I'm new to this stuff, and considering that I last seriously drew something in 2001 before the dog and the dragon the other day I'm hugely inflated with pride here.

Severus and Minerva patrolling the dungeons

Another thing that has me in raptures today was reading through [livejournal.com profile] isurrendered , which everybody needs in their lives and ought to consider watching. It's a community which this meme spawned:
"THE MEME
1. Comment to this post with "I surrender!" and I'll assign you the basis of some TV show idea. (Science fiction show, medical drama, criminal procedure, etc...)
2. Create a cast of characters, including the actors who'd play them
3. Add in any actor photos, character bios and show synopsis that you want.
4. Post to your own journal this community!"
The submissions are all so awesome I'm sad they don't exist IRL - they have the most interesting plots, great characters, surprisingly gender- and race-balanced casts and seem to have spawned their own fandoms and fanfics already. I might go back and do recs for individual shows on there, but everybody needs to check this out for themselves, anyway. 

Huh.

Monday, February 1st, 2010 06:26 pm
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
The set text for my exam were an excerpt from Room with a View, something I didn't even glance because the author was US American and I'm an anglist (turns out it was a quite interesting short story by a gay POC author on freedom), and The Solitary Reaper by Wordsworth.

William Wordsworth. Huh.

Obviously, given his popularity, I prepared pretty much everything BUT him.

Also, my professor is a big fan of texts being "very much concise and to the point", and I think that my 17-page, rambling, at times essayistic text quite cuts that. Gnaagh.

The Solitary Reaper
William Wordsworth

Behold her, single in the field,
Yon solitary Highland Lass!
Reaping and singing by herself;
Stop here, or gently pass!
Alone she cuts and binds the grain,
And sings a melancholy strain;
O listen! for the Vale profound
Is overflowing with the sound.

No Nightingale did ever chaunt
More welcome notes to weary bands
Of travellers in some shady haunt,
Among Arabian sands:
A voice so thrilling ne'er was heard
In spring-time from the Cuckoo-bird,
Breaking the silence of the seas
Among the farthest Hebrides.

Will no one tell me what she sings?--
Perhaps the plaintive numbers flow
For old, unhappy, far-off things,
And battles long ago:
Or is it some more humble lay,
Familiar matter of to-day?
Some natural sorrow, loss, or pain,
That has been, and may be again?

Whate'er the theme, the Maiden sang
As if her song could have no ending;
I saw her singing at her work,
And o'er the sickle bending;--
I listened, motionless and still;
And, as I mounted up the hill,
The music in my heart I bore,
Long after it was heard no more.

Various

Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009 09:59 pm
mothwing: Image of a death head hawk moth (Photo)
One of the downsides of studying at home is that I get far too distracted. While reading my texts for my didactics exam I caught myself doodling lesson plans, tried to come up with exercises for Friday (something I scheduled for Friday morning), tried to make up games for my students, tried to think of think of fun writing exercises I can use to get the other students to write, of songs I can use for the listening comprehension crew. I watched a blue tit, planned a story.

But I suppose productivity is a good thing.



Blue tit (3) )

Also, the moon is particularly beautiful today:
A round, yellow moon. Very pretty.

It's made of cheese (3) )

I hope everyone had a good first Advent Sunday. Do you do anything to celebrate it? Crocky and I lit the first candle of our wreath (a tradition which was supposedly invented by the theologian who founded the school where I did my second internship, Johann Hinrich Wichern) and read together in the evening. I would have liked to sing with her, too, but she was busy on Sunday, so we're doing that tonight. I love singing with her.

Work, cooking, life.

Thursday, May 14th, 2009 03:21 pm
mothwing: The Crest of Cackle's Academy from The Worst Witch TV series. (Work)
I had to take a break from the internet because reading blogs became just too time-consuming, so if I commented even less than usual it was not because I don't care, but because I am working on my big, scary thesis. It's going ok - but I am scared out of my mind that I won't finish it, that it won't be any good. I have about a third in rough draft and the remaining two thirds in notes, which is probably good, but I am not fast enough. I wanted to have half of it down by now, but both the chapter on events and the chapter on performativity are giving me more pain than I thought they would. Can't wait to start with the actual work on the texts properly, though, the looking forward to doing that is what keeps me going right now.

Adventures with soy milk )

Other than that, I've mostly been reading for the big, scary thesis and playing the trumpet. Which is still a lot of fun, and I'm playing about three times a week now, and I like the way it's going. The sounds that come out of my instrument sound a lot better than they did in the beginning, and I am gathering confidence to join Crocky's ensemble after Pentecost.

Now I only have to get my act together and work harder than I have done so far. And stop being scared.

No snaps after all

Thursday, March 26th, 2009 05:21 pm
mothwing: The Crest of Cackle's Academy from The Worst Witch TV series. (Work)
According to the awesome staff at the exam registration office, they'll send the corrected title to my address ASAP. The person in charge of the registration phoned me soon after writing the mail - before I had seen his response, in fact, asked what the right title was going to be and apologised for the mistake.

Whoever copied the title can't know a lot about English literature or thought the title was intentional - and the mistake arose because, as he put it, "your examiner has beautiful handwriting, but sadly, it's not legible to anyone". They're going to change it now even though, as he said, he would have been more interested in a paper about snaps.

It's strange, because whenever I discussed signing up with other prospective teachers they kept telling horror stories on how unhelpful and unfriendly this particular person is supposed to be, but I have never experienced him anything other than very kind and extremely helpful. I also know that he is not a teacher nor, in fact, ever studied, so I can imagine him getting a lot of crap from students who think that they are superior to him, as it is not likely that anyone can have that many bad days. Huh.
mothwing: The Crest of Cackle's Academy from The Worst Witch TV series. (Work)
According to our exam registration office, the title of my final paper is [sic!]:

"Event and Performativity in John Donne's Snaps and Sonnets and Divine Poems".

Needless to say, the title should be, "Event and Performativity in John Donne's Songs and Sonnets and Divine Poems" - at least that's what my professor said he'd hand in, and I sincerely doubt he'd make such a big typo. I have no idea what's up with the random text style of the title, nor what the fuck "snaps and sonnets" are supposed to be, but I do know one thing: officially, titles can't be changed after they are handed in at the registration office, especially not once they are sent out.

So I might end up writing 60-80 pages on snaps, which, according to Wikipedia, is:

"a small shot of a strong alcoholic beverage taken during the course of a meal. A ritual that is associated with drinking snaps is a tradition in Scandinavia, especially in Sweden and in some cases Denmark."

Or, of course, the plural of snap:

"a pair of interlocking discs commonly used in place of buttons to fasten clothing. A circular lip under one disc fits into a groove on the top of the other, holding them fast until a certain amount of force is applied. Snap fasteners are often used in children's clothing, as they are relatively easy for youngsters to use."

I think I may need some snaps now...

Palestrina

Tuesday, March 10th, 2009 07:35 pm
mothwing: Image of a death head hawk moth (Snape)
... is my rockstar.

Even though Orlando di Lasso seems to be the superstar of early polyphony around here and get most of the credit because of his versatility (at least going by the curriculum of a course on the period offered in Crocky's uni a few semesters back), I prefer Palestrina's works at the moment, or at least what I know of it. Which is not much, just the Missa nigra sum, the Missa Sicut lilium inter spinas and the Missa benedicta es.

Other than that: these days, I often feel half of the brink of panic attacks that that never come. I hope it's because I am being a good girl, get enough sleep and drink and exercise (not enough of that, though, maybe), and not because I don't have the deadline for my thesis yet. Still. Excessive baking is hardly effective therapy for stress-relief (especially considering my weight-loss goals, damn you, cheesecake, be cursed, breakfast rolls), and stress relaxation methods won't help forever. I think I need to see someone here, I need some help with getting through my oral exams at the end of the year without blackouts. I heard that there are weekend courses for exam anxiety over here, I think I'll look into that.

Train ride

Tuesday, February 10th, 2009 08:06 pm
mothwing: Image of a death head hawk moth (Photo)
On the way to a social networking event with the other students already registered for their finals in Hamburg.



+6 )

The meeting itself was not too eventful or sensible. They went through the organisational stuff once more, when to give which examiner which topics, what to discuss with them, stuff I've already done a year ago in most cases. In terms of actual networking, it was also pretty worthless for me.

I met [livejournal.com profile] angie_21_237  for a coffee beforehand, though, and Crocky and I finally bought a wireless router when I got home, those were the high points of that nine-hour roundtrip. I wish there were someone with similar topics here in Hannover. Maybe I should post a sign on the library notice board after all, I always dismissed that as completely useless.
mothwing: A wanderer standing on a cliff, looking over a distant city (Book)
I have a question for my fellow Fantasy readers out there (I'm looking especially at you, [livejournal.com profile] fourthage ), do you happen to know any (recent) British (high/epic/heroic/parallel world) Fantasy books which have been fairly popular which have a female heroine?
Preferably written by a female writer?

Crocky asked me for suggestions, but all I could come up with were mumbled suggestions along the lines of Marion Zimmer Bradley and Tamora Pierce, neither of who are British, and Susan Cooper, whom I love to pieces, but whose Jane Drew does not make her a good example because the other characters are all male.

The only real example I could think of was Jill Murphy, whose books were fairly popular but whose target audience is a good deal younger than the ones Crocky'd need (the books she's going to examine are Harry Potter, His Dark Materials, The Bartimaeus Trilogy).

Some  help?

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